Can't give into despair, gotta find love where you can. As for the public speaking.. all I can suggest is pretend your friend is there in the audience and no one else, and belt out your best speaking voice! Best of luck and hope to you, this is only a moment in time that can be improved upon in little steps
P3M
Everyone have to suffer in one point in life. Few years back, i got my face paralyzed in the Christmas time and I had to go take treatment for about 2 month '~' one of my worst time in school too... Anyway, just imagine the good time you will have after you finished all of those thing! And remember to go check your friend, sometime it the best person to bring you happiness. Take care about your best friend you were talking about, I'm sure he need you!
KoppoKoppo
o-o yeah Im not going to ask about the first part...
But yeah, it sucks having them away, but I've been texting them nice messages when I can. Thanks for your kind words. c: