So, here's a couple updates...
My best friend attempted suicide and is in the hospital. I found out last night. :(
I have 2 big speeches I have to do tomorrow and I have a math test. I have really bad social anxiety, and I have some speech impediments, plus with the bad news I just heard, I honestly don't know if I can do them...
I'm still single. Well, Im very awkward and no one really likes me, this really isn't news to be honest. lmao
I'm honestly sinking back into depression. All these events and stress too. It's taking its toll on me. Oh boy...
Please, I would like to be happy for once... why me...
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Some sad news...
Posted by KoppoKoppo - December 14th, 2015
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Can't give into despair, gotta find love where you can. As for the public speaking.. all I can suggest is pretend your friend is there in the audience and no one else, and belt out your best speaking voice! Best of luck and hope to you, this is only a moment in time that can be improved upon in little steps
heh... if only the classes I have to do the speeches in didn't have people who hate me in it...
At least I have a good announcer voice... xD;;
Hey man, it's okay. We all have our ups and down at times, it's okay to feel bad about yourself. I think you're beautiful on your own, maybe people don't appreciate that, but it's okay. Everyone has a unique perspective, and by acknowledging that, you'll find that everyone is pretty in one way or another C:
Anyways, how was your speech and test yesterday?
So my history speech... we weren't prepared to go at all.... hehehe.... My spanish speech I haven't done yet but I'm terrified to do it.
Math test: Still havent finished it. I know, Im smart and all, but math is not my forte.
We're getting new kids in January, so I'm going to make friends with them (I go to a really small public school ((CHARTER SCHOOLS ARE PUBLIC SCHOOLS kthanksbye)) and we have about 50 per grade and like 4 kids left... I'll take my chances with the new guy(s)).
But thanks for caring about me. c:
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Everyone have to suffer in one point in life. Few years back, i got my face paralyzed in the Christmas time and I had to go take treatment for about 2 month '~' one of my worst time in school too... Anyway, just imagine the good time you will have after you finished all of those thing! And remember to go check your friend, sometime it the best person to bring you happiness. Take care about your best friend you were talking about, I'm sure he need you!
KoppoKoppo
o-o yeah Im not going to ask about the first part...
But yeah, it sucks having them away, but I've been texting them nice messages when I can. Thanks for your kind words. c: